Happy New Year!(?) Hermit Rites is three months old! I am still learning how to use Substack, and I probably will always be learning how to use Substack. It’s giving me old school MySpace vibes at times. We, the users, are seemingly not getting used. Our data is being harvested, yes, but it so far seems like it’s actually for us to connect to each other, not to disconnect us into a frothing rage.
Last year was a benchmark year for me in fuck near all aspects of my life. I opened 2024 with heartache and honest to fuck misery. I am closing 2024 with residual bruising and a lot of hope. For the first time in a long time I am in a wonderful relationship with someone who makes me feel loved and respected. I have a great home life with my cat Oscar and our roommate. I am improving my five pin bowling average slowly. I have a job that doesn’t completely drain me, and another one that does.
Since November of 2023 I have added nine more piercings to my body for a total of twelve, and a few more tattoo sessions to bring my tattoo total up to thirteen. I am finally looking closer to the person I wanted to look like as a kid.
My extreme horror story “The Nightmare”, my poems “Queen Goddess” and “Mapwork”, a drabble, and my interview with professional wrestling sensation Mother Endless were all published via Death Wish Poetry in 2024. In December of 2023 I started writing a novella and now it is mostly finished. It’s currently with beta readers, with a release date of April 18, 2025. I will be doing a cover and title reveal in the next issue of Hermit Rites, so that has been keeping me excited.
And finally, over 2023 I read 45 books. My goal was twelve, one per month. Anything else was extra. I think I did okay with my goal. The books are listed below; bold text is a goal book, and the photo at the top is also the goal books. Books listed with a star (*) beside them are books I do not own physically.
The Great and Secret Show - Clive Barker
Everville - Clive Barker
Beast of Burden - Judith Sonnet
Looking for Alaska - John Green
The Talisman - Stephen King & Peter Straub
Umbra: Sentient Stars - Amber Toro
Fragments of Perfection: Ballads of Bemond Book 1 - Amber Toro
Black House - Stephen King & Peter Straub
Madness in Tandem - RJ Powell
Home Before Dark - Riley Sager
The Unloved - John Saul
Some Kind of Monster - Tim Waggoner*
The Witch’s Boy - Kelly Barnhill
Fieres - Jendra Berri
In the Land of the Pigs: A Western Horror Novella - Caesar Ruell
The Scampering - Alana K Drex & A.W. Mason
Vanilla - Mona Kabbani
The Window in the Ground - Steve Stred
The Stone Door - Steve Stred
Eight Cases of Jane - RJ Powell
Ghost Story - Peter Straub
No Gods for Drowning - Hailey Piper
My Heart is a Chainsaw - Stephen Graham Jones
Incarnate - Steve Stred
Dollface - RJ Powell
Annihilation - Jeff VanderMeer
Authority - Jeff VanderMeer
Acceptance - Jeff VanderMeer
Fiend - Dr. F.
Psychopath - Dr. F.
Ritual - Steve Stred
Communion - Steve Stred
Sacrament - Steve Stred
Fan Fiction - Brent Spiner
When I Look At The Sky All I See Are Stars - Steve Stred
Scratches - Joshua Marsella
Severed - Joshua Marsella
We’re Here: An Anthology of LGBTQ+ Horror
Miumi-U Teaches Japanese Shibari - Miumi-U
In Darkness, Delight Volume Two: Creatures of the Night
The Silent Patient - Alexander Michelides
The Demonologist - Andrew Pyper
Mine - Robert. R McCammon
A Demon’s Book of Shadows - Amanda Casey*
The Voyage of the Space Beagle - A.E. Van Vogt